Okay, you are going through a tough time. You feel that things you used to count on have disapeared or changed dramaticaly. You want just to start over. You want everything back the way it was or you just want to get rid of it all.
I could be dead fucking wrong. But I figured I'd give it a shot.
the more important question is what do YOU make of those elements of the dream? because dream analysis isn't a science of universalized symbols but of what those symbols mean to you... so, you can't rely on one of those dream books or anything...
try writing down a free association to each of those elements and then try and see if you can find common bonds between the elements that form some kind of cohesion for you.
Oh and I also remember something about my b/f and I living out in the desert and wearing really tight fitting sexy army clothing . We were living in some sort of hut and we were waiting for supplies to get to us