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| Looking Up 2010-03-11 10:07:38 ET |
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Things are getting so much better for me. Seems like my life really may be turing around. I'm not as stressed anymore, and I have found a new reason to love my wife. I didn't understand what was going on with me and her. We finally sat down and had a long talk, and I finally understand why she was acting the way she was.....stress. I couldn't see it because I was just too caught up with my own issues to take the time and consider hers as well. I'm really looking forward to see whats next for her and I. Also if anybody wants to talk about whatever I'm all ears. Hope everyone is having a good week. Post more later Dueces!!
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| 2010-02-13 17:22:29 ET |
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i feel like im always failing, i never reach the top, im always coming up short, sometimes i feel like i dont have anymore strength, its hard to believe in yourself when not many believe in you, im worried and anxiety takes over me sometimes, im not depressed, just hurting. life has been so easy until now. Maybe its the lack of honesty , knowing the things I know, but like always ill grin and bear it.
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| looking up 2010-02-04 12:59:05 ET |
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Well lately it seems as though things are taking a turn for the better. Im just confused hopefully I can get clarification on what it is that we have if we have anything left. Who knows.
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| Break Stuff 2010-01-29 21:29:23 ET |
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I just want to tear everything apart. EVERYTHING, memories, laughs, everything. I don't want anything to do with it. I want to run, go away and become someone else, a person no one knows. I have never been the type to let it go this far and make me feel the way I do. Once again I took someones word and it turned out to be anything but honest. So I patiently wait on the end of whatever this is......getting ready to have what means the most taken away. I will do it gracefully with a smile on my face like it never phased me.
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| Unknown 2010-01-29 14:24:08 ET |
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It's crazy how things seem to be going good, well as good as can be I suppose. When all actuality it's coming apart at the seams, but they just keep smiling. It's amazing what one person will endure for love. Forever being told lies being mislead and led on. You promise people forever but you only get a brief moment in that persons life. Did you do enough while you knew them, or do they even deserve to have been helped at all. What should you do? What a burning question. I never feel like I know what to do, I mold myself into what people want, or at least think they want until they get tired of that flavor. More often than not I don't feel anything. Im just numb to everything, sometimes I feel like it is better that way. Not caring, if you don't care when things go south then how could you ever feel down. I put everything I can into what I do be it relationships or work, whatever, but it is never enough. I am not enough I feel like an empty vessel, just a shell of a person. What have I become, am I anything at all? When will things get better? Who knows
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