I was listening to Yoko Kanno today and sitting down before my class started and almost felt my entire body start collapsing... it was strange. I physically hurt to the point where I thought I might cry. It was straight in the center of my chest and my stomach.
It was really fast and at this really pretty moment in the song... and usually I get you know... enjoyable sensations when I listen to pretty songs that have a lot of ambience to them... but this was pain.
hmm... it was a very strong brief flash and now it's just like there is a weight there. i think it's cuz i haven't written anything for a while so all this emotion is piling up but it's never hurt like this before.
roots - I'm just too emotional at times so it's more of an annoyance to me rather than a blessing. I like how I can empathize with others much better than most but that's it.
neko - WAHOO!!! I always enjoy your comments... hmm... it was a pain that filled me with dread and worry. Like I knew that there was something I must do but it was going to change my life kind of pain. You always have a sense of wonder at what the outcome might be but you worry at the sametime that your life will never be the same.