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2002-08-02 08:21:15 ET Well I have decided that girls are probably the most confusing and utterly frustating creatures on the planet and their only reason for existence is to give us guys problems unimaginable. I have a best friend who is a girl who I used to have this amazing crush on. The only problem was that she was my best friend's ex-girlfriend. I know what your saying... how horrible of me but the fact that I had known her for five years and that I've had to listen to my best bud telling stories about her for a year and half could be seen as reason enough for me to have the slightest inkling of affection towards her. Well I began to not care what my best bud thought about me because frankly he treated me like shit. So I told her that I liked her and I wanted to know how she felt about me(we had been hanging out a lot and I was questioning whether or not her feelings for me were completely platonic). Well she told me she didn't "recipricate" the same feelings for me and the fact that I liked her was "cute." Whoo... I got rejected so bad... well a couple months have passed and we began to hang out even more and she's told me a number of times that she does have feelings for me but only when I would be dating another girl. Well one night... it was like 2 am... we were watching TV and one thing led to another and I made out with her. It was very cool... well when I asked how she thought about it she just said that my friend can never find out and that she didn't want this to go on any further. Sucks for me. Well lately we've been practically inseperable but I've given up on her and my so called best bud found out about everything(I don't know how!) and get this... sent her an e-mail telling her how bad of person she was and that he still had feelings for her and that he'd love her forever and all this other stuff but didn't send me jack. I was as much of a culprit as her if not worse and he doesn't have the balls to get made at me! Just pisses me off. |
