whiskey and regret

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:24:09 ET Who's updating? Oh yeah, that's me. Today has been a so-so day, I'm REALLY lonely. Me all by myself in this big house with no one to keep me company. I know one of you wants to come over and play HIDE AND GO SEEK! I want a tattoo. I know what I want, but I think it's lame. Decisions, decisions. New background! SPOOKY. </sex>

CuteWithoutTheE 2003-02-11 16:25:21 ET BABY!!!! HOW I MISS YOU SOOOOO!!!!!!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:25:45 ET EKKAEKKABABY!!!! <3 <3 <3

CuteWithoutTheE 2003-02-11 16:27:07 ET I would LOVE to play hide and seek!!! MARCO! I mean...uhhh...:-/

anti flag 2003-02-11 16:27:15 ET hmm...hide and go seek eh? sounds great! mucho <3

syntheticdream 2003-02-11 16:27:31 ET ack! if I only lived closer

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:28:15 ET Dude, we'll have a hide and go seek party. Um, Johnathan's it!!

anti flag 2003-02-11 16:28:52 ET GET A MUTHA FUKKEN TAT!

syntheticdream 2003-02-11 16:29:43 ET damn it.. now I have to drive to NM my car wont make it!!!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:29:56 ET Thanks, baby. HAHA. I want skulls.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:30:10 ET Mwahhahahaha, I'll hide in Arizona then. ;)

syntheticdream 2003-02-11 16:31:54 ET hey.. that's a bit easier

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:32:37 ET Good luck!

REDROBOT 2003-02-11 16:33:25 ET RED ROBOT has TATTOO OH WAIT, IT IS KRUSHED HU-MAN CORPSE ON LEG.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:34:12 ET RED ROBOT is STRONG. I ADMIRE the ROBOT.

The Reaper 2003-02-11 16:34:16 ET You can join my lonely club!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:35:02 ET I'm soooo there.

PunkRock girl 2003-02-11 16:36:37 ET hey i have that background as my desktop on my computer!!!

The Reaper 2003-02-11 16:39:00 ET And I'm so coming to your house ;)

Thatsmystapler 2003-02-11 16:39:54 ET I am scared

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:40:47 ET THEIF! :P Come on over. Scared of what, Scarlett?

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 16:45:11 ET Awe Jocelyn, I'm so excited. Stop being the cutest girl ever. :)

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:45:59 ET ME? The cutest girl ever? Pishposh. <3 Thanks for stopping by, though, you never comment on me.

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 16:47:26 ET i did, but I took a leave of absence as well.

mofospider 2003-02-11 16:47:38 ET Hey!!! Good to see your still alive!!!! <3 MUCHO LOVE <3

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:48:11 ET Thanks for returning, I miss your sexy face around. AAAARON!! <3 <3 <3

mofospider 2003-02-11 16:48:54 ET Ooooooooo sexy?? YAY!!!!!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:49:13 ET PRRRROWR

mofospider 2003-02-11 16:49:25 ET :O OH MY!!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 16:49:44 ET Hahaha, hardcore. <3 Brian <3

whistle bait 2003-02-11 17:12:27 ET aw, i like the bats. i had pink ones around halloween time and now i can't find the damn file i saved them under {that could also be because i got a new computer...derrr}. anyways, i can relate as far as the lonliness goes. my boyfriend is 4 hours away and i don't have any friends where i live. *sniff*

rudeboy 2003-02-11 17:15:40 ET This background is coooool.

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:17:06 ET i must agree.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:17:12 ET Your boyfriend is 4 hours away? Wow, that must be really hard. But good on you for sticking it out, that's respectable. Thanks, Sheen! <3

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:17:20 ET Awww, yay Brian!

whistle bait 2003-02-11 17:22:02 ET it's hard and we definitely have our ups and downs, but we'll be together 2 years in april. *swoon*

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:23:33 ET Lucky beast.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:26:27 ET Two years in April? Wow! Congrats to the two of you. Any plans of moving closer together? Yeah, she is.

The Reaper 2003-02-11 17:27:36 ET "Sidewalk crouches at her feet, like a dog that begs for somethin sweet" :-D

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:29:20 ET Mmmm, sweeet.

The Reaper 2003-02-11 17:29:46 ET ;-)

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:29:59 ET So, who wants to be my Valentine?

The Reaper 2003-02-11 17:30:15 ET Count me in! :-D

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:30:43 ET *raises hand*

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:31:18 ET Awww, Brian, yay! I'm all yours.

The Reaper 2003-02-11 17:32:02 ET ha ha ha ha ha ha I knew that one was coming ;)

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:32:11 ET :) hoorah!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:32:18 ET What was coming? PARTY PARTY Brian. Whatcha going to get me? :D

The Reaper 2003-02-11 17:33:33 ET I knew you were holding out for Brian :)

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:33:43 ET Hmmm ... some hott underwear. poeple love underwear.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:33:51 ET Awwww. I'll buy you a rose, too. BRIAN, I'm all about the underwear. :D

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:34:24 ET :) isnt everyone?

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:35:08 ET Maybe. How long will I be wearing it? :P

The Reaper 2003-02-11 17:35:21 ET Nah nah, it's okay, I totally understand! :-D

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:35:44 ET Everynight of course.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:36:03 ET So, when are you moving in, Valentine? :P

whistle bait 2003-02-11 17:36:21 ET i leave for a minute and you kids have plans for a hot underwear and rose exchange?! *shakes head* anyway, we aren't going to move in together just yet. he and i want to take things super slow, save our money, decide what we want to do long-term job-wise, and then we'll take that step. until then. the anticipation is sweet. :)

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:36:23 ET tomorrow.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:37:34 ET I know, we're naughty kids. Good luck to the both of you, I mean that. You guys are poster couple cute, and I love the way you guys talk about each other. <3 Yay, Brian, I'll get the bed ready. <3

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:38:03 ET Shweeeet. Wicked exciting.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:39:18 ET Yeah it is. <3 You are my sunshine.

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:39:52 ET

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:40:32 ET You know how to slither into a girl's heart.

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:41:10 ET :) thankkkk yoooooou.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:41:54 ET I'll give you a Valentine's Day massage. :D

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:47:56 ET Oh boy oh boy!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:48:48 ET With LOTION and STRAWBERRIES

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-11 17:50:56 ET SEXUAL!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 17:56:16 ET More than you can imagine, Mister Hot Pants.

NicSinn 2003-02-11 19:21:38 ET hey i think you should get the tat girly! if you have the cash get it! ive been waiting over a year now for my next one....i shall have it soon hopefully *snif*

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 19:24:33 ET Yeah, cash is one problem. Fear of getting an ugly tattoo is the other one. ;)

NicSinn 2003-02-11 19:28:44 ET lol well if you like the idea then get it.....my whole theory on that is you only live once and after i have gotten all the ones i want if for some reason i dont like them when im older FUCK IT! lol it'll just be somethin fun to remember from my younger days ya know?! im not gettin them in places that are visible until i want them to be visible so its not big deal =p

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 19:32:38 ET Right, mine is going to below my beltline so I show it when I want to. :) I'm going to sit on it for a few more months to make sure it's what I want.

NicSinn 2003-02-11 19:35:49 ET sooo what is it?? lol =p

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 19:37:27 ET Two matching skulls and crossbones. :)

NicSinn 2003-02-11 19:39:03 ET thats cool =p

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-11 19:41:01 ET Yeah, I'm excited. What did you want to get?

NicSinn 2003-02-11 19:52:24 ET well lol thats a long list but here's some of it....covering right thigh with tiger stripes, back of left thigh with a huge bat wrapping his wings to meet up in the front (near the other bat) onmy back/shoulders im gettin the bride of frankie and frankenstein, the rest of theback will also be horror themed have some ideas but not 100% on them yet...oh and thought about gettin some kinda of demonic/skeleton etc hands coming out of the ground/grave on top of my back then resting upon the top of my shoulders/upper arm....hard to explain that one lol but think ya get the idea heh

dudemanjesse 2003-02-11 20:10:42 ET love the background! first thing i noticed!

Rix 2003-02-11 20:31:49 ET Who cares if it's lame?? Ink what ya want!!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 03:15:14 ET Wow, those are some bad ass ideas, Nic! I like the skeleten hands coming up, that would be bad ass. I was also thinking of a back design. Lots of people get angel wings, and I kind of wanted bat style wings. ;) Fun times. And I'm all about animal print. :p Thanks, Jesse! <3 Rix, that's true. I'm just all nervous about permenant things.

Rix 2003-02-12 03:26:26 ET Understandable. I'm getting "RIOT" tattooed on my right arm in comic book writing.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 03:28:08 ET Fuck yeah, that will be hot.

Rix 2003-02-12 03:29:05 ET Yup. Black with red shadowing.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 03:30:28 ET When are you planning on getting it?

Rix 2003-02-12 03:31:17 ET As soon as I can get the money. I'd be willing to gie nudie pics to anyone who donates. :-D

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 03:32:11 ET Stupid money. Its cases like this where the barter system would ROCK. NUDIES, huh? That's so tempting.

Rix 2003-02-12 03:32:34 ET :-D You think I kid. I'm desperate.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 03:35:23 ET How much is the tattoo?

Rix 2003-02-12 03:35:49 ET about $90, prolly.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 03:40:53 ET That's not so bad. :) If you get desperate in a few months, I may just take you up on the nudie offer. ;)

Rix 2003-02-12 04:30:49 ET Any donations $20 and up will get you a shirt I made and a nudie pic. </advertisement>

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 04:33:20 ET Ooooh, I will totally put that in my budget for April. ;)

Rix 2003-02-12 04:39:51 ET hehe. I'll make special ones for you. ;-)

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 04:41:10 ET Awww, I feel special.

Cavefish 2003-02-12 05:48:47 ET BATS ARE SPOOKY

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-12 07:54:28 ET Shucks. I went to bed and now Im totally out of the conversation. :( I'm wicked jealous that you get SO many comments in each journal entry.

skatalite 2003-02-12 08:00:07 ET Woohoo! Tattoos are fun! England is so odd, there's a tattoo and body peircing place in almost every town, along with your obligatory three or four pubs. Just down the street lies the 'Grin and Wear it' tattoo place >_o It's painted a revolting green. I like it. er... i forgot what i was going to say to you O_o

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 11:50:01 ET Don't be wicked jealous. Since we're lovers, Brian, what's mine is yours. So...like...these are your comments, too. SPOOKY BATS. Ska, I think America is same in that respect. We all have tattoo parlors EVERYWHERE.

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-12 12:18:57 ET Haha ... you have such a way with words, my love.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 12:40:32 ET I only speak this way because you are the muse of my heart, <3 Beautiful

BrianPaLooZa 2003-02-12 12:59:00 ET awe ... sexy bitch.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-12 12:59:59 ET Not as eloquent, but it does the job just the same. :-*

CuteWithoutTheE 2003-02-13 09:54:46 ET Meep! What the HAY! I missed strawberries and cream and Valentine picking and tattoo talking and everything else imaginable. Okay ::dances around frantically:: let me get back into the swing of things.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-13 11:44:38 ET Okay, welcome to the swing. :P We can revive the strawberries conversation if you want. ;)

CuteWithoutTheE 2003-02-13 15:43:46 ET Ohhh Jocelyn. You tickle my fancy.

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-13 22:15:33 ET You tickle my.........yeah.

rockabettie 2003-02-14 05:29:49 ET Ooh ooh! I wanna come over and play Hide and Go Seek! Can we do it naked?!?! LoL You're too cute to be lonely!! Damn the man!

ChaoticUtopia 2003-02-14 08:36:18 ET Hell yeah, naked hide and go seek! I'd say you could invite Ron, but you'd do more hiding than seeking with each other. ;) Awww, thanks doll!

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