I want to date
I want to have fun.
I wish guys wernt sucks asses, and i wish they would look past the fact that the puggyness and the excess fat are only part of me, that underneath that I am a real person . I have a brain, and some interesting qualitys.
if only they'd give a nother look.
Then tell them to give you another look. Talk to them, the inner beauty is much more important than outer. A relationship will not last on the love of looks. Make guys see your inside, don't just wish that they would, open up and let them.
I do try any way.
but man being shy kinda sucks.
I mean i can talk to a guy for hours but the minute my roomate comes in to the picture thoughts of me are gone, well thats more because she give off this Out ward persona that appeals because she is happy with who she is. I need that i guess.
I can't believe you are surrounded by such stupid guys. They are fools if they can't see what you have to offer and you should not fret over wasting your time with people who do not deserve you.