2004-08-15 20:36:18 ET|
When the hell did i be come emo.. really i mean i have always been sort of emo but never like this..
i am over emotionl i always have been but egad..
Except when its is ok to accually cry like i have a reason i dont..
I cry over stupid things, like people inlove in movies and happy endings.
I miss Jessica so much although she hasnt even tried to call me and i have no idea what her # is.. but i am going to find out.
I also miss Rikki so goddamn much and she is only a state away. but now she dosnt have a real home and i dont want her to not have a home..
I miss my life, my friends, I hate having to grow up
I fucking sucks. I hate how mature i have to be because i am 20 and an oldersister.
I wish i never lost my job and that i didnt have to move home.. well i like living closer to family though and i wouldnt trade my Family for the world..