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2006-02-08 16:21:06 ET In poetry that I have written in the past week. January 30, 2006 The way you move me Your warm embrace moves me so I long for a glance of your smile supple lips and a deep sinuous kiss my mouth was made to touch yours You are my day dream the one I long for I am here just for you I wait for the day our bodies connect Magic will burst from my soul I'm under your spell I wonder if you see it I long for the day I can call you mine Stare in to my eyes you will know then I'm all yours So I will wait Wait for the day to have you all All to my self, and no one else comes close to that. Same day no title I still always hurt its not your fault I know I promised promised to be happy Its hard for me to do Sometimes I feel that glimmer of hope but sadness comes crashing through I hate that I want to love I promised myself I wouldn’t But you make it so hard for Me to keep that promise to me You make me want to love you you add that glimmer of hope January 31, 2006 Untitled I’m tortured on the inside how can I let this be I’m letting myself open the titanium cast my heart is in has opened a door for you your not the first But the first invited I want to let you in You make me see the beauty of me And that’s never happened before I hope those other girls don’t mean much to you I wanted them gone Out of my way I need you to be all for me February 5, 2006 Bits of poems I thought is was going to work this time I tried to do it right my timing was off big surprise I screwed it up again … I wrote you a letter I thought I’d never have to write I’m wait for your answer who knows maybe it will be alright but I feel so scared inside And God knows its true The one thing I knew for sure Was I could really love you February 6, 2006 I cant believe I did this The way it hurts my soul but I think you love another and now I will never truly know You wont return my phone calls I’m climbing up the walls I hope your new found lover isn’t fielding all my calls And yet I love you still I know I always will and if you ever forgive me I will do all your wills … Same day I hate the way I ruin myself I shred my heart each day wanting more than I deserve and my love is all I have to give Yet it’s a dirty love that no one wants It gets tossed back in my face My heart is dead yet it beats sometimes it flutters too That’s when I think about the love I want to give no one wants a mistake so no pure love will show |
