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2002-08-20 18:46:29 ET I am all unpacked.. my room will look pretty cool when i am done with it.. but yeah.. Hum.. I wish that my friends were here.. I am sad.. I miss them so much and falling out with one of my best friends in the whole world dosent help matters... I want to cry.. I mean she just blew me off.. She moved before i did.. and well she emailed me just saying things like stop sending me this crap, what are you stupid or something, i said stop... And i cried for like an hour.. i replied asking why and i have not gotten an answer yet.. I miss my sv friends... so much... god.. I may cry right now.. I dont start school till next week.. and well its kinda hard to go do stuff when you dont have a car.. i know i was sapposed to get one before i moved but i didnt.. my dad wasnt trying to hard to help me either... I know my life sees like cake to some people.. but well i am still upset.. because what people dont know i dont write aboutmuch.. i just dont enjoy pitty.. but i am sad.. and that is just a fact.. of every day life as a matter of a fact.. you know when you cant feel happy no matter how hard you try.. its like that with me no matter what.. well yeah.. i am going to go .. bye bye crys |
