Well its my life
2003-03-11 10:16:48 ET

Well I am bored very much so.. I need to do my reasearch paper for Human Sexuality.. It was due last thursday.. GAH.. its on Women's Sexual Liberation.. so basicly the sixties.. haha.. well Life here is goin ok.. really.. maybe not.. but at least if i keep telling my self that it will be ok. so yeah..
My mom got the job she wanted.. WOO.. i am so happy for her. Its strange you know. how life can sift towards the good in an instent.. its great for her.. now i just need to get my ass on track for my other classes.. Art, Anthropology, Algebra, yeah those are the ones.. gah.. i need to put my ass in to gear for it.. i mean the first nine weekes is over and yeah.. i missed half the classes in those.. so yeah.. and i missed Ant today too.. i just couldnt bring myself to go.. :( it sucks.. My world is crappy but i can deal with that. I just need to keep going.. Life is the hardest thing any one will ever have to do.. and the strong people keep on going, and thats what I must doo..
I am just so sick and tired of school i mean 14 years.. Preeschool - 12 grade now my first year of college.. that makes 15.. egad.. well i need a year off or something i dont know.. something to make me appricate school more.. its just too easy for me not to show up.. i need to do somethign to motivate me to go.. its just hard you know..

well i am going to go.. i have yammered on for a while now. so yeah..

2003-03-11 14:01:56 ET

I don't mean to sound me but...life is only bad if you make it that way...

I'm starting to sound like rikki...bah

2003-03-11 15:23:07 ET

I know.. .. its only bad because i let depression get to me.. hey .. you sounding like i do and rikki.. usully.

2003-03-12 11:06:13 ET

I know....for once it'd be nice to sound like myself. WHY CAN'T IT BE?! WHHHHHHHHHHYYYYY?!

*clears throat*


2003-03-13 05:34:07 ET

no.. its good to be good... i want a cookie.. :)

2003-03-13 09:30:33 ET

good to be good? uh....ok....me too

2003-03-15 18:06:52 ET


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