2002-12-29 19:08:30 ET

Awww...nuclear war. Finally N Korea says "Fuck you. You don't wanna give us the economic support you promised during Clinton? Fuck you." And let us just wait 'till Indonesia gets the hint. We'll have ourselves a nice little mega-world-war: U.S. vs. ASIA. I can't wait! Where's my drugs?

I'm gonna vomit. Fuck all this shit.

Ironic that I live in Orange County, a perfect place to throw a bomb at. Irvine would be preferable. Doesn't matter anyways...we gonna fucking die of cancer 'cause of the MTBE-ridden water everyone 'round here drinks and bathes in.

Ahhh, but there is a certain emotion which accomadates this feeling of hanging on the brink of absolute destruction. An undeniable glee, waiting to define what "pain" really means.

My friend once told me, while I was rolling on some fucked-up exstacy, that the mountains don't get taller, the valleys get deeper.

There's beauty in all things. It may be hard to argue that anything is fundamentally ugly. It's all art, it's all composed, and it all fits into proportion.

2002-12-29 19:29:55 ET

Pass some of that exstasy over this way, I;'m sitting on a big target here.

We're in for some evil shit here.

2002-12-29 19:32:50 ET

Haahaa! Excellent...if only such a thing as ecstasy existed anymore. It's like I miss and I'm glad it's not here anymore 'cause I really can't spare the drain on the seretonin.

2002-12-29 19:35:01 ET

yeah, i haven't had any in ages, my dealer friend got busted. *sigh*

Clean and sober for 6 months, but not by choice.

Pondering the nature of existance is much more fun with drugs. ;)

2002-12-29 19:39:26 ET

WORD! Thank you for saying that! All too often I hear the opposite.

2002-12-29 19:50:47 ET

it's true.

Moderation in all things, yanno? As long as you take the drugs and they don't take you, it's all good.

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