2003-05-17 12:17:32 ET

Nothing happens until it happens, and many things happen on behalf of planning/calculation. Many calculations fall short. I have a hard time uncrypting the calculation of optimism.

Sometimes everything seems frivilous.

2003-05-17 18:14:41 ET

Can't you just let things happen without the need for planning?

Ms. Pessimism roight here, but then again I'm neurotic and my moods fluctuate a lot.

2003-05-19 09:11:34 ET

I always let things happen without the need for planning, and for the most part it works. But when I step things up a bit, and actually try to conceive a plan of some sort, those plans tend to fall apart or fall short, and I'm not sure why that is.

Okay, I wanted to travel soon. I got the time off. And I've been totally watching my money, and I still got overdrawn, so the bank took most of the money that I was going to use for the trip. Now I can't go, much to the dismay of my friends, and mostly to the dismay of myself.

Oh well. I'll try again. I want to go to northern Cali superbad.

2003-05-19 09:16:16 ET

and come to southern California as well! the Los Angeles area.

2003-05-19 09:19:05 ET

For real, I'm probably gonna do that. I really do have the whole weekend of May off. I can't afford whatever, but I can totally do LA...and actually, I haven't been there in a couple months.

Hey, where do you live in LA?

2003-05-19 19:21:49 ET

close to Santa Monica. my location varies.

2003-05-20 06:53:53 ET

Wow...you live close to Santa Monifah? I'm gonna go on vacation, and that's my word. I think I just might start in Venice and move up. Perhaps check out the luxury of SOUTHERN LOS ANGELES. Ahhh...isn't that such a nice name?

2003-05-20 13:10:34 ET

Ring me up and let me know when you're in town

2003-05-20 14:10:47 ET

No doubt...PM those Digits. This whole time I had no idea you lived in So Cali. I thought you lived in New Jersey.

Yo, I wanna go to Santa Monica today! It's so beautiful outside!

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