2003-06-06 11:13:23 ET|
That Janet Jackson song "Love Will Never Do Without You" has been finding it's way into my head almost everyday for a while now, and when it does, I start to feel so sad that I want to cry.
I get this 'floating in space with no way home' type feeling. Most of the time I'm comfortable with this feeling, but when this song is in my head, I get really sad.
Certain songs from that era (another one being "Cherish" from Madonna) totally make me depressed. They give me this super-clean, positive, sincere, in-love emotion, and they break me down into a puddle of tears.
See...this is why I primarily listen to hip-hop/d&b/digital shit. Nice, light-hearted love songs and shit make me so fucking sad. And I can't be sad. I have no time, no place, no shoulder to cry on. Fuck, I don't need no god-damned shoulder to cry on, I got my own.
Okay. I'm going for a walk to get some espresso. Then I'm going to work! YAY!