livin in the limelight baby
2005-12-09 06:04:24 ET

havent written in this thingin a while. i guess its problally out of bordome that i am sitting here during school writing this. i honestly have nothing to say, and anything i do say is just a stream of conciousness of the warped thoughts inside of my mind. so i went donw to guidence today cause my gc sent out some slip thing saying i had to go 5th period to talk about collages. he wasnt there today, which is probally a good thing cause i have absolutely no idea what i want to do when i get out of hs. its my junior year and im not even relevantly close to knowing what i want to do with the rest of my life. its sorta crazy to think that i have to have everything in my future figured out by the time i am seventeen. i mean, how much to people change from the time they are seventeen to the time theyre fifty. i dont know. its ubsurd sometimes. i was thinking possibly criminal investigation of criminal psychology. i dont know yet. i dont even know what i can persure. law? psychology? writing? advertising? i dont know. im so damn pissed off at this whole collage crap. i dont think im taking it as seriously as i am supposed to be. ive got to go do an essay on the 1920's for english, due 4th period on monday. yay to me.

2006-03-01 02:51:32 ET

Yes, it seems a shame that we have to choose between having a "Life" and making a "Living"...

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