but it's with girls which makes it 10 times worse... so on friday i hung out with this girl, and we had mad funn, then when i dropped her off i gave her the usual hug, then she looked at me, and into my eyes... and we kissed.... who fucking knows i could have leaned in too.. but i dont remember doing so.. i jsut know that she kissed me... so fuck.. all weekend i was tlaking to and being ,mega sweet to this other girl (the first girl's best friend (shit!!!) not even thinking about the events of friday evening.. so i hang out with the second girl on sunday night, we watch movies and stuff all the holding business going down.. way cool, way fun. then we walked outside for me to go, i hugged her, and then when she looked up at me i kissed her, once again nothing huge, but i did it... it was all me... fuck.. it didnt occur to me how bad this is going to get.... they are best friends, and to look at what im doing to them is terrible... this is bad like woah. im glad i skipped the class i had with the second girl, cuz she had just talked to her friend about wha thappened.. and was fucking pissed... as she should have been now im talking to her.. trying to make sure she is mad at me... fuck..
SOUND: Thrice- Staring at the Sun(acoustic)
EDIT: SUPER NEW... SUPER IMPORTANT anouncement- BOB the original mac daddy has just recieved a ob in california.. and is moving tommorow.... way to go bob!!
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