i definatly broke my hand last week, lets just say i hit something.... i hit it so hard that i broke the 5th metacarpel (the bone in my hand that is kina connected to my pinkey). right afterward i looked at my hand and i could automatically see bone poking the skin ( didnt break through. got it checked out... I FUCKED UP MY HAND. got surgery today, and it really fuckin hurts, as bad as when i broke it, if not a little bit worse. In surgery they put in a metal plate with screws into the bone to keep my bone in place to heal..... and the painkillers they gave me arent working, and im not going to take over the recommended dose cuz i dont want to feel all stoned...vi hate not being in control of myself. So it looks like pain is in. asweird and creepy as this sounds, i end up trying to avoid her even in my dreams.... what the fuck, i didnt even really date this girl, and she shows up in my dreams.... seriously what the fuck. why does she haunt me if i know she hurt me... ive come to the conclusion, im crazy
SOUND: Hopesfall- Decoys Like Curves
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