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i just saw Red Dragon again ... i certainly do love that movie .. it is so great... anyway this is were the post goes all emo-like so if you dont like it stop reading...... now! anyway me and gavin talked quite a bit today (in fact i saw the movie with him) and well he also has the hotts for the girl whome we do not speak her name, and it is terrible, he has already kissed her, and he really digs her, and he is my very good friend but in some ways i hate him with an extreme passion, because he has had what i will never have.. i wish i could just not care and be numb to the world but i cant, i wish i could just not think about anythign and leave the world to pass me by until another time worth paying attention to.. but i cant .. i have to see all that is around me, i have to feel everything, and i have to deal with everything, i dont know, i just wish i was one of those people who can forget about everybody and just move on and not stick to one subject for long periods of time ..
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