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2003-07-22 00:24:37 ET I hate not being able to sleep.. cuz my dad always seems to wake me up at 8 the next morning.... i was planning to actually go t bed at a decent hour tonight but no.. kevin and josh had to come ver and chill.... i dont even want to do anything but everyne calls and wantsto chill.... effin the infamous star is in town and i havent seen her in at least 8 months and i dont have the motivation to call her and tell her im coming to get her.. but thatis also cuz im a little... ok a lot scarred that im just going to get reattached to her, and she is going to have to leave again.. it will be a pinkerton(weezer album)summer all over again... and i dont want that.... ill sit and wallow in my own self pity because she is not here.... but i want to see her.... it has been so long.... ill just end up crying again... serious.. i have totall issues about her... last summer right when we really opened up.. and i finally told her how much i love her.. she knew and she even told me she loved me too, she moved away.... and know it is so hard to tell any girl i have even the slightest feelings.... SOUND:Coheed and Cambria- Time Consumer |
