First ith the good news... on to the moderate... then with the gut wrenching

Deftones R Us 2003-07-25 23:18:41 ET So.. today i went book shopping.... it was very bong... i bought Horse's Neck by Pete Townshend(the who singer!), The Rum Diaries by Hunter S. Thompon, 1984 by George Orwell, and Choke by Chuck Palahniuk(fight club style)... i lso bought the movie Donnie Darko... it is so cool.....Yeah Now the amazing..... Star came over today.......*heart pounds*.... i was going to tell her that i love her..... i saw her and all my feelings of insecurity and longing for her came rushing back.... and i couldnt... so we hung out for a while... watched a movie... talked for a while.... then i took her home.... it was so hard seeing her leave the car..... im going to see her once more... when i take her back to denver.... then it will be at least 4 months before i see her again.... cuz i dont go to denver very often.. i just wish she was back.... and it seems every girl i get vey, very, very interested in tends to move away, or something of the nature.... it is terrible.. SOUND: Coldplay- In My Place

Moreno2Johnny 2003-07-26 00:57:27 ET The girl deal, I know how it goes. Don't be too down man. Also, don't be afraid to talk to her. Insecurities will be there, for sure, but you can get by them. You can tell her how you feel without saying "I love you" in so many words. She may be moving off, but leaving things like that unsaid can really hurt. I've done it before, and I think I would rather be shot down than go on unknowing and unwilling merely because I was insecure and afraid of the answer. You can handle your shit man, you've got at least me behind you. Much respect, -Matt

PenguinProdigy 2003-07-26 12:03:53 ET WHOA NOW ALLEN!! i was listening to in my place as i read that entry...

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