and my heart keeps beating faster....
2003-08-03 02:34:45 ET

so yeah.... for the past two nighs, i have been hanging out with amy..... *le sigh*, and now i am totally feeling like complete and utter shit.... ok... she broke upwith this guy like 4 weeks ago... and well she is taking it really really hard... he totally fucked her over.... for the past two nights, we have been hangng out a lot...and well we have been alking a lot.... and im starting to like her more and more and more, i actually comfortably told her i loved her tonight.... wow... that really is an accomplishment... anyways, so she rghts me an email, telling me how wonderful she thinks i am...*blah*, and well se is also saying, its notworking right now.... that she si still in pain.. from that fucker..... now i went from being absolutely ecstatic, as she seems to amke me lately, to feeling like utter shit.... im so scarred rght now..... i need to stop crying... i dont understand.... fuck..
SOUND:Coheed and Cambria- Devil in Jersey City


2003-08-03 05:05:07 ET

dude, settle down, give her time.

chances are she will go back to that guy if she's still into him.

but if she's not, she's being very considerate of you. you'll be better off if you both know that you want eachother, instead of guessing at if she really cares for you or if you are some rebound monkey she's picking up on. if its really meant to happen, it will.

2003-08-03 05:20:35 ET

you are cursing...I really hope you are gonna be ok. I agree with kreg, be open with her.

2003-08-03 09:50:02 ET

excuse me... i was cursing... i was very worked up.... oh and i am definatly not a rebond monkeyas you so put it.... we already talked abut it...lol

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