"since were feeling so anesthitized, in our comfort zones"
2003-08-24 02:00:27 ET

yeah so the other day i bought the new Placebo cd..... i am thoroughly enjoying it... anyway tonight was tiffany's (Caliope) birthday.... i got her the new Poison the Well.... then things happened... i enjoyed it, i wont disclose.... it was good but also so very confusing.... i dont understand... i may clarify later but i must have clearance... oh yeah i was so Uber-Ninja!!! i kind of stayed over at her house until like 4:00 this morning, and well i had to come home... so i got home and i totally ninjad in and my dad (whom was still awake) had no idea... i told him i got in at 2..... awesome.... im so ninja...
SOUND: Placebo- The Bitter End


2003-08-24 08:30:27 ET

Are you a Pirate-Ninja though? If so--join ze club!




Much respect,
-Matt

2003-08-24 12:19:26 ET

clarification: I was feeling like shit about the fact that niether of my parents, my bestfriend, or my "oyfriend" could be there.
I really needed someone to hold me.
the teasing and such was simply to watch you squirm.

2003-08-24 14:16:21 ET

and it makes me want to cry.... i dont understand..... dont ever do those things again...

2003-08-24 14:18:56 ET

I promise I wont.

if it helps any... allen is my hero.

you are so ninja it hurts, and you are so sweet it makes me wonder why you arent married already with four kids.

2003-08-24 14:19:38 ET

it makes me want to cry... that is why.... because things scare me and make want to die as well..... in the words of you... bah!!!

2003-08-24 14:23:28 ET

huh?

Im sorry.

you can hate me now.

2003-08-24 14:24:47 ET

i dont hate you... what so ever...

2003-08-24 14:26:41 ET

thats good.

because you are the friggin greatest.

I believe I may love you allen.

2003-08-24 14:29:16 ET

no you dont....

2003-08-24 14:30:07 ET

are you sure?

2003-08-24 14:35:19 ET

no

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