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2003-10-27 19:49:42 ET so today sucked again... i have come to the conclusion that im not sleeping again... lastnight i didnt even get 5 minutes of sleep.. in the worst of times i at least got an hour... so today i stayed home ... it was terrible.. i took medicines to make me sleep.. i feel dirty... i went and did my dads bidding.. boring.. i wish i didnt feel like such a cockass.. no matter how much i think switching schools will make me feel better, i know in my heart it wont.. jennifer is making me feel terrible... im trying to ignore her as much as possible.. she isnt good for me... and then she finally goes on about how much she likes me... right when im trying to forget about her.. i hung out with amy the other night.. and she makes me feel terrible too.. girls and boys suck an equal amount of ass... except for a select few.. that are just platonic friends... i hate my sex... we are horny fucks who treat everyone terribley.. and girls make me want to cry.. SOUND: Saosin- Seven Years (acoustic) |
