god i miss it.
2003-12-15 16:55:27 ET

its like a burning in my soul. i miss California. California was the most beautiful, amazing place ever. Just the vibe of being in the towns, everyone seemd just that much more genuine. not fake like here. i wan to go away.
SOUND: NIN- The day the whole world went away


2003-12-15 17:01:53 ET

Come back here then!!! You are welcome to visit.

2003-12-15 17:12:19 ET

i most def would if i could.

2003-12-15 17:20:08 ET

yeah come back!

2003-12-16 16:25:53 ET

california blows hard ass, believe me after a whilhe you'll hate it

2003-12-17 05:07:06 ET

Funny how that works. I really want out of Cali for the same reasons. I dunno--maybe Tabby can recognize it--people seem really fake around here. IIII dunno--it just seems like there are too many plastic, vain people around here...some just hide it better than others. There are of course exceptions--but it sounds like you want to come here because the exceptions are those vain, plastic people.


Much respect,
-Matt

2003-12-17 15:04:32 ET

yeah. especially in monterey county. people are just frauds. they try to be something they aren't.

ok well there are a few examples of people who aren't.

but yeah. Bleh monterey sucks. Its nice to look at. But the people here are just rude (not all though).

haha.

2003-12-17 19:39:40 ET

its just, there have been a husge amount of social particularly musical revolutions in that state, there has to be something going on. and when i was there, there was just this feeling of, wow...... and i want it back.

2003-12-17 21:34:45 ET

Haha, you like the Deftones too much. Sacto has the best shows around--but the area is just a strip mall pit.


Much respect,
-Matt

2003-12-18 12:31:08 ET

Hmmmm...anywhere but here for me. By "here" I mean my house. I like it here.

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