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2004-02-19 17:35:50 ET today has been the worst day ive had in a long time.... so ast night while i wsa laying in bed, i came to the conclusion that. i fuck everything up... how am i ging to be unnin for cabinet and be so rresponsile... fuck.. i cant do this... so this morning on the way to schoolmore taking bac sunday... i got t english class late... we finished dead poets society.. it ws good.. i kinda depressed me a little, but not much, but halfway to the door i realized whati had thought the night before.. and i coudnt even speak.. i dont know what to do..jut i tried to decde but cant... and yeah... john he guy who is seretar for records now, told me i was just getting cold feet, and should still go through with it... im the only ne he wanted t vote for.. he is really not supposed to say that.its jsut yeah.. so itrie to ignore t so i declared it pop punkday, so i sng pop punk all day, and pretended to be hppy, just ignoring everything... then i talked to thsi girl, provin her boyfrienddidnt chet on her... and justyeah i lft my phone i ms hawks room, went andgot it, and talked to her for ike an hour and a half.. shes rad... but now i feel so terrible... im actually listening to bright eyes, and liking it.. i fucking hate brigt eyes.. i hardly ever dont know what to do.... jenny i love you SOUND: Bright Eyes- Haligh, Haligh, a lie, haligh EDIT:Kevin Fisher always make me feel s much better, as bad as i sounds.. i trust his word more than almost anyone elses.. |
