so that was interesting
2004-05-08 22:11:06 ET

i just recieved a phonecall from my friend kacy, she cried to me for over an hour.its a bit odd cuz ive known her since kindergarten and ive never heard her like this. she was crying harder than ive heard in a long time, almost continuously. she never lets anything bad out, and now it all came out to me. she wont listen to anything i have to say. she is feeling to sorry for herself, and hating herself so much she cant even hear what people are saying to her. i just hope she doesnt do anything to irrational.


2004-05-08 22:12:20 ET

Kacy wouldn't do anything too bad.

2004-05-08 22:15:38 ET

i usually wouldnt think so, but ive never heard her like this, anywhere near like this, she could barely talk in between sobs. you are probobly right mark

2004-05-09 08:17:47 ET

dude, shit. she was kinda pissing me off and I wouldn't talk to her, cuz she wouldn't let me sleep. what all went down?

2004-05-09 10:14:58 ET

she is hurt about beryle of coarse, but she is starting to turn on herself, she says she hates herself, and doesnt even want to be her anymore, she is just freakiung out, shell be fine in a coouple of days

2004-05-09 10:39:48 ET

I knew I shouldn't have told her about beryle, but she wanted me to tell her anything that happened, and I couldn't let her have false hope.

2004-05-09 16:54:39 ET

in a way i guess its cool she went to you for comfort, orsomething, but it sucks that she's so down

2004-05-09 17:23:32 ET

yeah, but i think she will be better tomorrow

2004-05-09 18:35:11 ET

I hope...

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