oops
2004-06-28 20:58:53 ET

so i just did something i shouldnt have done.. so i hung out with the girl i met at the show again tonight, earlier today i said i wasnt going to let happen what happened last time, but of coarse it did.... fuck.. im so stupid... now she is going to be all in love with me... god damnit, i should have thought of that before i did what i did.... god damn.... she is going to love me forever, and im just going to be like...ahhhhhh.. and then that makes me the asshole... i shouldnt have let this happen.
SOUND: Bjork- Hunter
EDIT: Michelle comes back today!!!!!!!!!!


2004-06-28 21:01:10 ET

is that so bad?

2004-06-28 21:01:29 ET

AHAHAHAHAHAHA.... sorry I don't mean to laugh... but that's pretty funny

2004-06-28 21:03:14 ET

it is bad, i just had sex with someone i feel about nothing for and she is going to go head over heels for me, not good... imma end up destroying her, because i feel nothing, that makes me out to be the asshole

2004-06-28 21:05:12 ET

so just say so.

2004-06-28 21:05:47 ET

holy hell how do you get so many chicks?? you are like a girl magnet buddy.

2004-06-28 21:05:58 ET

hmmm.. but being honest is hard

2004-06-28 21:06:36 ET

no, this isnt good sarah... but yeah not a girl magnet

2004-06-28 21:08:35 ET

I know it's not good, but still, sic transit to the max. "uhh there was her, then that one girl... what was her name?!?! dammit..."

2004-06-28 21:09:30 ET

which one? anyways, 6 girls, that isnt so many

2004-06-28 21:10:51 ET

I think it is, and remember matt?? when you were at 4?? "wow allen, you're the man!"

2004-06-28 21:11:42 ET

oh yeah... huh.... still im not proud of hardly any of them... fuck im so stupid

2004-06-28 21:12:43 ET

eh you gotta forgive yourself. and stand strong man! say no to sex! pfft sxe is anti-sex anyway.

2004-06-28 21:17:38 ET

i think i may be.. i need to live life fully on the edge for a while

2004-06-29 04:39:41 ET

it feels good.

2004-06-29 07:44:49 ET

and yet sxe and sex contain the same letters....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

2004-06-29 08:26:26 ET

lol, yes they do.

2004-06-29 16:30:37 ET

damn kid, that's a rough situation. But who knows, ride it out, maybe sparks will fly and shit.

2004-06-29 16:32:24 ET

sparks will fly, when she is firebombing my house

2004-06-29 20:30:23 ET

lol

2004-06-29 20:31:21 ET

well, all ya gotta do is keep yourself from repeating the past incident. she'll eventually catch on that you don't have feelings, then you both can move on. Now hopefully you can learn from your mistake

2004-06-29 22:22:55 ET

thats waht im hoping for.. and i most definatly have learned from this

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