whenever i realize she may not be mine, i want to die
2004-06-30 20:45:37 ET

god i missed hanging out with her so much... im being a mushy dork though, i need to stop falling for this girl so hard, im going to end up getting burnt, i think.. i hint to her all the time but so subtle, she has no idea... god whenever we talk, we always have the most mind-blowing conversations, and we talked tonight, i dont even know who i am anymore, literally, i started telling her about things i didnt even know about myself, god, i wish she could see what i see in her, in me.. i just dont know.
SOUND: Atreyu- Demonology and Heartache
So we drove around forever, as i constantly admired her beauty, mental and physical, i took many pictures of her.

totally her in a crazy blur while drving down town

Somebody is an Eskimo!

beauty

make me want to die


2004-06-30 22:35:09 ET

perty

2004-07-01 15:23:42 ET

Why do you have to stop?
Really.
she really is great.
And beautiful.
I am glad you feel this way/b4 you were all bitter.
You are *Allen* you need that stuff.
I love you.
Keep your feeling.

2004-07-01 20:46:48 ET

you approve?

2004-07-01 22:34:48 ET

Very much so.

2004-07-01 22:34:58 ET

why wouldn't I?

2004-07-01 22:35:54 ET

i dont know, plus i get the distinct feeling i dont have a snowballs chance in hell

2004-07-01 22:51:23 ET

why's that

2004-07-01 22:53:18 ET

just the little things

2004-07-02 15:59:31 ET

Like?

2004-07-03 09:55:45 ET

actually i dont know

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