so fucking exhausted
2004-07-26 21:36:36 ET

yeah went in at 2 and just got home like 30 minutes ago, it was wicked slow for like 2 or 3 hours, then hit hard, hard hard, didnt stop from like 6 or 7 till 1145. i hope matt had a good fucking time at incubus, cuz today sucked. I dont get a day off until saturday.... im starting to get really burnt out. I dont how much bank im making, im wearing myself the fuck out... god i hate michelle, just cuz i cant have her....
SOUND: BJORK- Hunter
EDIT: Fuck im not even sure i am capable of love anymore. i want to be, but i dont know... wheneer i think of that fading feeling, all i feel is emptiness and depression


2004-07-27 20:57:01 ET

you can love. i think its there inside us. just maybe the sprakes havn't completely ignited.

2004-07-28 22:13:45 ET

Love is b.s man, all it does is make people hurt. Sorry ya feelin down man. Not to mention work is ass, i feel ya on the feelin burnt out shit, fuckin fast food.

2004-07-29 00:20:28 ET

ewwwwwwwwyyyyyyyyy

2004-07-29 09:57:29 ET

li dont think love is b.s. but thats all up to ya. you just gotta find that one person like i said that just makes ya feel it.

2004-07-29 21:30:20 ET

even when you do find that person you love, and they love you back, it's still hard sometimes am i right or am i right

2004-07-29 22:02:04 ET

well of course. but thats how love is.

2004-07-30 21:20:45 ET

its just a faery tale

2004-07-31 13:11:51 ET

you'll know love someday.

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