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2005-01-02 22:36:57 ET i have had a bad last week or two... well matts show was good, me being their "manager" is even better, but yeah just it has kinda sucked... just this whole thing with michelle.... she is my very best friend and i had basically understood and came to terms that that is all she can be to me, but lately i believe it is ever since she asked my help to find her a scene boy i have become very jealous, and wierd. i dont like it... especially when she is starting to like some of my frineds. it kinda feels like she is going to find somebody to replace me as a friend, so i wont even have that anymore.....i justwish i could be chill about this whole fucking thing.... like at the hlh show wich was very good.... she was with me the whole time, nand even though i was seeing all these people i hadnt seen in so long,a nd enjoying amazing bands, i couldnt stop thinking about her ... fuck... so now i am just sitting in my ed with my laptop at 130 ib the morning talking to her wishing i could go either way, to love her and have her love me back, or jsut to be completely platonic.... SOUND: Incubus- Southern Girl |
