sometimes i want to break so bad that it hurts, and i want to cry

Deftones R Us 2005-01-18 19:51:46 ET the want has now been accomplished in typing that, but can and will not break edge, not for him or fucking anybody..... i cant stand living here anymore, i need to find a job buy a shitt car and get the fuck out, bad... i cant take this anymore, i cant take a father that i have to take care of, but can still punish me in ways i never imagined on any whim he cares to take... fuck SOUND- Get Up Kids- central standard time

Moreno2Johnny 2005-01-18 20:33:09 ET If ya don't mind me asking, which you very well might, and I understand; What happened? Much respect, -Matt

roots radical 2005-01-19 13:55:20 ET dude you and alisha and kate should all get a big ole cabinet apartment. but in all seriousness, I'm really sorry. I may not know the whole story this time, but I know enough of the past to get the general feeling, and it sucks. I'm here if you need me.

Deftones R Us 2005-01-19 16:59:43 ET thanks guys, it just sounds stupid when i say it, but yeah like my dad had been ragging on me and my mom all day and all night, and he was drfiting in and out of sleep all day from his medications regualr and misused, and everytime he woke up he would start screaming at me, i lost my composure and told him to go fuck himself, and yeah so he was pissed and tried to take my license and that stuff, just overall bad juju

Return to Deftones R Us's page