waited for so long, and it finally happened.... did i know what i was waiting for?
2005-02-15 16:51:41 ET

so this afternoon, i came home to get some soul calibur so i could go over to mikes house. i came upstairs and i saw my dad out of his chair. my fisrt response was that he had taken to much medicine and just slid out of his chair. Well i tried to wake him, and he wouldnt wake up. I had seen something like this before, with a seizure, but then i realized, he wasnt breathing. My dad had past away, probobly 20 - 40 minutes before i got home. Shit..... yeah so something that i almost hoped for it for a long, now it finally happened. wow. he even told me this mornign before i left for school that he felt like he was going to die today, but since i had heard that so often, i jsut brushed it off.... i know it isnt anybodies fault, and definatly not mine, but i am also not crying or really scarred or worried.... just a little shook up
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2005-02-15 16:57:35 ET

That's awful.
At least he doesn't have to go through the ritual of everyday life doing nothing, you know?

I hope that you get 'un-shook up' about it...soon and peacefully!

<33

2005-02-15 17:09:20 ET

well he's not sick and in pain now...

I love you kid, and I'm here for you. if you need anything, you know who to come to.

2005-02-15 17:32:03 ET

thanks guys... i really appreciate the support

2005-02-16 11:50:42 ET

madi loves you too and is here if you need her.

2005-02-16 13:58:05 ET

I heard about this from Moore and am here to offer my condolences or whatever is appropriate to the situation.

I'm bad at this.

2005-02-16 20:51:29 ET

thanks to you two, and madi as well

2005-02-18 08:31:12 ET

damn son, that's rough.

2005-02-19 16:30:49 ET

sarah just told me, i'm sorry to hear that man.

2005-02-20 07:34:14 ET

thanks guys.... yeah it is rough, but im pulling through

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