fuck
2005-04-24 10:06:15 ET

are there any real edge kids around anymore, i mean seriously, just saying, it is cool to be clean, but i mean real edge kids, that will defend edge, and themselves till death, and not till they feel they are in control, if you by some gods will read this, i love you, but it is hard for me to hear this. dont hate me.
Feeling: extreme disapointment


2005-04-24 10:55:56 ET

unfortunately, i don't think there are anymore

2005-04-24 10:58:21 ET

Drug free's the way for me.(except: drinking, smoking cigarettes, and junk food)...

2005-04-24 11:09:39 ET

well, im not going to say none. Just Not Enough.

2005-04-24 14:08:54 ET

Um--I'm not an edge kid--I really don't define myself as anything at all except a teen, haha. BUT I've never had a drink, smoked anything--none of that stuff. Don't plan on it either. So uh--yessum.


Much respect,
-Matt

2005-04-24 23:39:26 ET

if it makes you happy. i'm straight edge for the next 4 months. but teachnically its 9 months altogether. then some time after that.

2005-04-25 11:50:23 ET

well, when i say edge, i dont mean drug free, i mean edge, as in into the hardcore, and straight edge lifestyle, not jsut doing drugs, but standing up for all that is right, no matter what the cost., oh and by the way dude, way to be a wiseass, and mock someone elses way of life... really thanks.

2005-04-26 00:02:07 ET

honestly, hardcore/sxe/punk kids take themselves WAY too seriously these days (always have?). been there done that. there are people who will get high/drunk/fucked up and there are people wont. its not a way of life, its they way you are born.

2005-04-26 09:29:53 ET

we're not mocking you.

but xanax is right thats they way people are. some people enjoy it and others like yourself are just agianst it.

some people are way to into straightedge and will go around and like beat someone up if they see them smoking or drinking.

my boyfriend doesn't drink or smoke or do drugs but that doesn't mean he's straight edge, he just prefers not to do it. you don't have to give yourself a label and make yourself part of a group just to make yourself part of a crowd like in high school.

just do whatever makes you comfortable.

i doubt i will even be doing much of anything after i have my little one. but thats doesn't mena i'm going to call myself 'straight edge'

i do apologize if you felt i was making fun of you, because you do have your reason's why you don't do all that crap. and you should be happy that you are doing it for yourself and not because lotsa other people are doing it. and you don't need to get pissed when other people make comments.

2005-04-26 17:10:29 ET

yeah im not making fun of youre scene either, im just saying if youre gonna do somthing do it for yourself, not to be part of a club

2005-04-27 08:09:33 ET

ok first off, i wasnt trying to point out phaery or xanax, you guys were fine, it was that johnny fella(not morenotojohnny). And i know to do something for myself, and not for a scene. i have said it once and said it again, fuck the scene. also edge is a label FOR MYSELF, to keep ME strong, to remind ME of of the places ive been and the places i couold go if i dont choose. I dont want to beat kids up for smoking or drinking, all of my friend blow smoking in my face ( not purposly) every day. But i will say it does hurt quite a lot when your best friend, has made such a strong commitment alongside you, and just breaks it at any moment as if it were nothing. I dont hate her by any means, but i am disapointed, that what this whole post is about. I dont want to step on anybody's toes about there preferences, i just wanted to vent. and for once more, i am in no group. edge is something for me and for me only, i just thought i had found somebody that felt as strongly. i guess i was wrong

2005-04-27 10:17:05 ET

that is sad that she didn't go into this like you did.

2005-04-27 19:47:27 ET

well it not that i expected her too i just thought she was serious

2005-04-28 00:36:09 ET

ic, well all i can say is lead by example. and dont let your friendship suffer, just say how you feel and continue to do youre own thing. if she dosnt do it, its not right for her anyway

2005-04-28 03:38:40 ET

thanks, i do understand that it is a little shocking, but i am getting over it

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