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2005-09-11 06:16:48 ET focusing on bad things, cuz that is waht i do around this time of year, every year.... seriuosly look at my posts, i havent yet, but i can almost garuntee i will be posting about piss poor moods after almost a whole summer of not posting. I dont know why i feel so shitty, i want to say it is because of Greeley, but it isnt. I went home for the night on Friday night, just to get my mind off of all the bullshit that has been going down, and i t felt good to be around my friends, and not think about shitty things, but as soon as i went back to the house, and had me and my thoughts... i wanted to fucking die(not literally). The only problem up here is that i dont think there is anybody that can take my mind off of the shitty things, i dont trust like that yet.im trying to get my mind off of the girl, i wont call her, i wont text her, nothing. i texted her lasntight on my way back, and she responded at first, and then stopped, so, what can i do. im sick of meeting new people, why cant i skip the bullshit stage of hi ow are you, music, life, and go straight to, make me feel better SOUND: Deathcab For Cutie- Transatlantisism |
