why do i always set my sights on things i can never have
2002-11-15 15:04:20 ET

I just saw Harry Potter... awsoem three thumbs up, definatly better than the first.. but that isnt the great part... i was wiht Dani*sigh*... it was great ..i just love being around her.. but mark my words... she will be the deeath of me... i know its a love/hate thing ...i love her cuz she is so cool and pretty and id kill to be around her all the time , but i hat her for the pain she unknowingly causes me ... and i just wonder... does he ever get the girl?


Dashboard Confessional

This Ruined Puzzle

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down
so the placing goes slowly.
The pictures of anything other than it's meant to be.
But the hours they creep,
the patterns repeat.
Don't be concerned, you know I'll be fine on my own.
I never said "don't go".

I've written a note,
it's pressed between pages
that you've marked to find your way back.
It says "Does he ever get the girl?"
But what if the pages stay pressed,
the chapters unfinished,
the stories too dull to unfold?
Does he ever get the girl?

This basement's a coffin
I'm buried alive.
I'll die in here just to be safe.
I'll die in here just to be safe.
'Cause you're gone
I get nothing
and you're off with barely a sigh.
I never said "Good-bye"

Does he ever get the girl?



2002-11-15 15:36:14 ET

dammit i do not want to hear this negative attitude so look on the bright freakin side for once!!!!!!! Don't make me come down there!

2002-11-15 15:40:45 ET

well it was so great to hang out with.. i shall not speak her anme .. anyway ... it was great but well it just hurts when i know i could never have her ...

2002-11-15 15:42:49 ET

why do you say that?

2002-11-15 15:49:21 ET

cuz shes out of reach .... she likes pretty guys and stuff.. i hate it .. it seems like the great girls always go for the Hot Assholes...

2002-11-15 18:24:22 ET

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE LIKES OR NOT! JESUS! SHE COULD LIKE A WHOLE BUNCH OF TYPES OF GUYS! MAYBE SHE HAS NO "TYPE" DON'T WHINE AND CRY AND POUT LIKE A BITCH IF YOU ARENT GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT OR EVEN TRY! GOD!

no, he never gets the girl because he just sat on his ass whining and never did anything about it.

2002-11-15 18:26:45 ET

ok smart ass.. this is my journal and i post it to say it .. to tell this to something makes me feel better ok thank you for respecting my posts

2002-11-15 18:36:02 ET

i'm sorry. there is much respect for you posts, i just think it would be wise of you to at least try.. even if you don't want to "fuck up the friendship" you said yourself that she's hurting you unknowingly, don't you think she deserves to know that? and i wish you wouldn't be so confident that there's no way in hell she likes you. what if she really does like you but you never find out and your oppertunity passes you by? how will you feel then? just think about it.

2002-11-15 18:37:41 ET

i do ... i think about it everyday ... i just want to wait.. if she wants to give me a sign i will so tell her but i need some kind of sign from her .. ill wait forever if i have to...

2002-11-15 18:46:16 ET

all I can say is.....EMO!!!! oh, and dani doesnt deserve you.

2002-11-15 18:48:31 ET

just because she doesnt like you...sorry that was mean ... why do you say that??

2002-11-15 18:57:13 ET

answer me woman

2002-11-15 19:10:42 ET

no. I refuse.

2002-11-15 19:11:52 ET

please???????

2002-11-16 15:38:19 ET

THE NEW HARRY POTTER MOVIE??? Or the 1st one? lol

2002-11-16 16:01:00 ET

new!!!!

2002-11-16 16:11:45 ET

*gasps* I WANNA GO SEEEEEE ITTTTTT!

2002-11-16 16:15:11 ET

it was great, but not as good as the girl i was with *Sigh*

2002-11-16 16:18:49 ET

awwwww!

2002-11-16 16:32:48 ET

yeah...

2002-11-16 23:12:38 ET

she doesnt deserve you because...well I dont know, but you mean more to me than you do to her. which is sad I know but its all too true

2002-11-17 07:57:30 ET

wait a nimute.. did you just say what i think you said ... probobly not

2002-11-17 08:52:45 ET

??? you can read.....right?

2002-11-17 08:57:56 ET

yes i can!!

2002-11-17 08:59:59 ET

what did I say that is so amazing? *SO CONFUSED*

2002-11-17 09:03:21 ET

not a thing ...

2002-11-18 20:08:07 ET

awww this is all just cute

2002-11-18 21:53:17 ET

what is cute...

2002-11-21 17:28:20 ET

Wait ok if Danni is a "great gurl" and great gurls only like hot guys, then why , gavin, oh why?!?!?!

2002-11-21 17:55:45 ET

lmao...ok. for some reason dani doesnt hate me anymore....or at least shes trying not to. she was flashing me dirty looks all day today but when she left she made me give her a hug....hmm

2002-11-22 14:56:43 ET

odd!!

2002-11-22 19:41:05 ET

ok, and then when we went to see disturbed I asked her if she ever hated me and she said very sincerely 'no, sweetie'....its kinda creepy...but oh well at least she isnt hateful....and I still love you more than she does.

2002-11-23 06:25:41 ET

ok then? well i need to just see her as my friend and it is really really hard..

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