fffffuuuucccckkkk!!!!
2002-11-23 18:11:41 ET

i might as well not even try any more.... i went over to gavins house and teen and dani.. i massaged teen for like 3 hours strait, and then we left and came to my house except for gavin because he had to stay for some reason, so we go to my house i make them some dinner and stuff then we put on south park the movie, and i start massaging teen again , and i start massaging all of her and i just started to kiss her neck ... i think i crossed the line and she got really wierded out... im so mad at myself, why did i have to do that .. why did i have to scare her away .... god damnit !!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck... maybe she did really have to go or didnt want that to happen while dani was by herslef on the other side of the bed... what the fuck am i talking about.... she isnt gunna wanna talk to me again i bet... ffffuuccccckkkkkkk! i hat e being buzzed..


2002-11-23 18:19:35 ET

aww...Im sorry babe. you have to learn to be less forward with girls....you can come off as a perv sometimes. remember the day when merideth called? I was so close to ignoring crystal and staying...fortunately for both of us I left. but if you are anymore forward than you were that day, it could make someone feel uncomfortable.




Ill bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon!

2002-11-23 18:21:47 ET

fuck.... im so mad at myself... i did it really discretely bt fffuuuuuuuucccckkkkkkk... i just wanna die

2002-11-23 18:23:51 ET

did she even give in a little? did she let you kiss her or is that when she freaked and lefT?

2002-11-23 18:25:17 ET

well she said something like dont and i otally stoped and then she and dani left.. i think dani felt a little uncomfortable too ... i totally ruined everyones night ....

2002-11-23 18:25:58 ET

here ill better explain it on aim

2002-11-24 00:50:12 ET

i'm sorry... i'm sure they'll get over it though.

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