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2003-05-13 19:12:12 ET i feel really bad and emo right now, well i do a whole lot, i dont know how to express my feelings at school or anywhere else but here properly, when im sad at school i just keep putting on the mask.. such as today i could have cried, im not sure anyone would have noticed, ill tell you the story... a few page back i told you all that i met this gil named sam, it was the sam weekend as GlassJAw, well we talked after that, that was my sk blackout period, i was really starting to like her , and she knew i di, i didnt try to rush like i always do, are conversations came more sparatic, and well we didnt talk much, then well she calls me up about a month ago asking if i want to go to see Sum41*SHUTTERS* but i have to drive cuz she doesnt have a car, so i am totally stoked i hate sum41 but im with a really cool chick so its ok so we had fun and whatnot, i was dropping her off, she doesnt exactly say thank you but she says "ill call you in the next few days" to this day i havent gotten a call from her, not even the common courtesy of a thank you.. she used me for a ride... it really hurt... bad... i even drew her a really retty fairy, it took three hours, i put m soul into that drawing... what brought this up was are mutual "friend" teen brought me some pictures of her she was supposed to bring me a month ago, and i imediatly felt terrible, it doesnt help i have barely slept in the past two day.... sad Sound: Dashboard Confessional- A Plain Morning |
