2005-03-16 00:44:54 ET|
Yeah so, you ever have those times when it is really late at night/morning, you are completely bored and short of scouring through yaoi sites, there is nothing to do. Well, I just had one of those moments, having just awoken from a short nap, going online to check out my various sites and the like, I decided just out of curiosity I would Google my name. Lo and behold, not only did my name have over 300,000 matches, my name is the name of a Finnish thrash metal band, oh no, I kid you not, see for youself!
I think this could be a possible ten on the Unintentional Comedy Scale, this is so bad that it might force me to change my name, especially if some irritating, drunk metal head IM's me and asks if I liked Divine: Decay's last album, sigh, sometimes the best comments are left unsaid, I would be laughing too hard to answer. Though I would have to point out that I think they stole my name, since I think I have had it for at least as long as the band has been around but since no one knows who I am, they will most likely think that I named myself after the band, which disturbs me to no end. Well, now it answers the question as to why my name is taken on some sites/IMs, I just cannot compete with those Divine: Decay fans, all ten of them. Now I think everyone should Google their name, just to make sure they are not actually a Portugese Ska band or something.
Anyways, I apologize for my lack of consistent updating, once again. You know, I should just write that as a default to begin all my journal entries because I swear, I say it practically everytime I write in any of my journals, as if someone's life was made so unbearable by my lack of updating that I would need to apologize. I am probably fotunate if my entry gets a passing glance since they are usually too long winded to even bother reading, and only occasionally insightful though usually there is at least something in the midst of the entry that might make you laugh out loud, or at least chuckle. And if you cannot tell, I am in a rather odd mood right now, I get like that at times, which is great for you since it tends to be when I am at maximum humor level!
I have actually been working quite a bit lately, as amazing as that is, I cannot complain about work for once, oh no, there goes about 1/2 my usual entry! It is only due to the fact that we have about four associates working right now and three managers, I wish it would remain that way, I might actually be able to keep the job if I were getting 20+ hours a week, of course, that will only last so long. I am still poor though, already down to below $100 and I just got paid on Friday, I do not even know where all that money went! I did however, buy two new cds, Twitch and Filth Pig from Ministry, because they were on sell at Virgin Megastore, two for $15, you just cannot go wrong at that price. Plus, I finally got my special edition Suspiria 3 dvd set, I am so excited, I got to watch it a few nights ago, such a beautiful horror movie, lavish sets, gorgeous colors, an utterly nonsensical plot, but for once, I will say the plot does not matter with this movie, just watch the incredible imagery with wide eyed abandon, drinking in the garish visuals.
Sigh, if only I could write like Dario Argento directs movies, I would be famous, banned in several foreign countries but famous, and as they say, any press is good press. Heh, though if I ever release any written works, I still might be banned in several foreign countries, on my merit alone! Ah, one can dream right? Ever notice that whenever anything is banned, or called horrible, terrible, ungodly, deplorable, perverse beyond reason, people flock to see it, that says a great deal about human nature, I suppose it is the whole fascination with the perverse that human beings have, slowing down when driving by car accidents and similar actions. I have always found that terribly interesting, I just need to take out some time, put on some reflective sun glasses, sit in a park, and observe people, I will bet it would be more entertaining than any reality tv show they could come up with, life, uncut and uncensored, in all it's primitive glory.
*Yawn* As I am now growing wearier by the moment, I will cut this entry short, I do digress, in case this is the first time you have ever read an entry of mine, read another and you will understand, I tend to babble incessantly for long periods of time, see, I think I am interesting and all. Of course, wether or not I actually am is all a matter of opinion, it is all up to you, the reader, to tell me what you think. Alright, I will shut up now...ungrateful bastards. *Walks away, muttering*