2003-08-11 10:25:41 ET|
Things are still sweet.
I don't know what is happening to me? I am not complaining!
I have been givin a gift! By whom I don't know. I am unsure, however I have some semi corny but beautiful idea's about the transmitter.
The gift is not a physical thing, but it is more apparent and real to me than a kick in the mouth. The gift I hope is permanant. I think if I fertilise it carefully it will be. It might even grow! I hope it grows.
My new girlfriend is not my gift (however she is fuckin stellar). She is part of the benefits I am recieving from the gift.
The gift is clarity...
What is happening to me now is fuel to my personal testimony that we are smaller than we think. Love everything and everybody. Love the people that hate you, even the ones that want to piss in your cheerios cause they are only lost and in need of love themselves. Open mindedness (I believe) is truly the path of the rightious. I don't feel lost anymore. I know where I am at now, is where I am supposed to be.
I want to also take this time to thank ALL of my friends on SK for listening to my bullshit, and for bieng unbiased and real. EACH of my friends on here I hold special. YOU are ALL real people and surrounding myself by the likes of YOU ALL has helped me more than I can say.
Little sutble miracles are happening all around me and I know its not coincidence. I am so excited about everything right now that I almost have anxieties. I cant wait to see where this is taking me, but I don't need it to come to a climax either.
Wish me luck... Thanks again to all my friends...