J3S51k4     [:J3S51K4:] in the ~City of Angles~ CA.

"Work like you don't need the money, Love like you've never been hurt, Dance like nobody's watching..." TuJuNgA CreW 818 Zombie Eater email+ negativedollie@gmail AIM+ shadowplay569 A little more than accident prone, I try to be very serious and important but I fall over too much and no one takes me very seriously anymore. I'm always covered in paint and my clothes are always ripped. I'm not really sure if I am very complex or I just wish I was. name... Jessika Faye birthday... 3.9.82 boyfriend... Cryptopunks's! location... Lost Angles, Cali occupation... full time Awesome! and Bartender Extraordiner Enter / Exit self-indulgence

"make me wish for air"   because it's so fun to escape   gallery 3

Freezerburrn

2010-02-24 03:51:12 ET 1 comment

2010-02-24 03:10:10 ET Im going with Tristians I really love Atwater Village! but I had a bad day b/c Im so unhappy with the color paint I bought for $40 freaking bucks plus 20 on drop cloths and brushes :( Its more like baby puke than zombie green :( so now I picked this wall paper 3 comments

2010-02-21 23:55:10 ET Im very said to say this house is just not working out.Theres a few reasons left to mention but mostly its just not big enough for the amount we pay and we are a bit to far from my work.The gas is getting outta control with the new car. Im gonna miss living next to my Kimmy so much :..( But its best if I live closer to work anyway:( So back to looking for a room or apartment to rent.We are more set on looking for a room to rent in a house.So far our only options are My Crazy friend Tristan that I grew up with and My friend Julian whom I dont know extremely well. The room is very big at Tristians and super cheap in a good size home,close to my work in Los Feliz.The down side is that because he inherited this house from his grandmother its a bit rundown.I have not seen the room at Julians yet but I have been to his house and its in a good area and pretty nice with a pool but its more than I really want to pay. uhh Im stressin out and its getting depressing cause I am somewhat comfortable here :( 1 comment

2010-02-20 00:22:00 ET Bunker tonight!

I love my new latex stuffs!!!

2010-02-19 10:05:08 ET Heres a pic Cycy took of me in my new wig around the house for play time! New Myspace for friends only! http://www.myspace.com/her_dollie_stitches

detaching myself from Voodoo

2010-02-19 09:59:08 ET Bummbed out that I can't be friends with someone cause his feeling for me.I hate this so much! He was a really awesome dude too I recently became buddies with a tattoo friend of mine.We really hit it off but then he kissed me!It was probably my fault cause I was flirting back with him.I thought harmless flirting was ok as long as it didnt go anywhere and was innocent enough.Boy was I wrong!This fucked it all up.the guys in the band got all mad about it.Cy didnt trust friendship after I told him about it.For some reason I really wantto remain friends with him cause he seemed very cool and we have so many things in common.We both collect vintage things, love swapmeats,art,punkrawk etc.The texting got out of hand.He constantly started messaging me at all hours.To the point where I got really creeped out by him.Honestly the attention was nice at first but the complements srpung out of contorl.I had to litterally pull over in my car 5 times to yell at him and ask him to stop talking to me like I was gods gift to the world.I guess he told our mutual friend he loved me!Its observed!How could he use that word love!! I only met him in person 3 times! krazy!She go pissed at me so I started ignoring his text. Tonight I messaged him because I dont wanna feel llike theres and akwardness when I run into him at the shows (hes friends with the band)It became the smae arguement with him again.He is delusional and out of his mind. How could he love me,give me a break Voodoo! I just dont know anymore! Can't I just have guy friends sometimes WTF! Sure there is reasons this migt have happend..My need for attention my fear of not being wanted insecurities ...the list could go on Ultimately,Cy is such an amazingly understanding person! I am so lucky I have him.I can talk to him about anything and he is open to my point of view,to my feelings and thoughts!Even if he doesn't agree trys to understand. I was reminded of this tonight when I poured my heart out about this.He is so awesome! I love him so much.Im lucky I found him! 1 comment

2010-02-18 19:10:16 ET OMG the last disk of six feet under is so fucked up 3 comments

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