2004-02-17 19:51:44 ET|
cant....move....so sluggish...so sleepy...
Bumming a cigarette off of your teacher is akward. I told her i wouldn't normally ask but that i was desperate...being a fellow smoker, i thought she'd been there before...she was really friendly about it, but thought it humorous that i used the word "desperate" and called me a drug addict :P ::lowers head:: I know it's true...I am full of shame.
::puffs on cigarette before continuing::
I went with my mom to go visit my dad at his job after class today...and he did something that shocked me. He asked me to show off my tattoo to his manager. My conservative but very tolerant papa has dealt with many of my self mutilations in the past, multiple ear piercings, my lip, my other, much smaller tattoo, my strange hair colors...but I knew he never really approved. I was flattered that he wanted to show off my latest. It gave me warm fuzzies to have him ask me to show it off. I don't think he approves, still, but he's accepted it...accepted that his daughter is not a normal egg, and loves me all the more for my courage to be myself. I love my papa :]
Now that you are all nauseated, I am going to go lounge around until my prince charming arrives :]