2003-01-02 16:18:47 ET|
FUCK YOU, AMERICAN MILITARY!
My best friend just fucking joined the goddamn army. She's on delayed leave or something, meaning she won't leave for about a month or so for boot camp. SHE CANT FUCKING GO! GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!
What the fuck am I gonna do without her???? FUCK...
I'm proud of her courage, and I want her to succeed and do what she wants to do and all that good shit...but I just don't want her to go...she's almost my entire support system...outside of Loki and my family. I don't want a new best friend, I want HER. dammit...
I'm being selfish, I know...but I don't know what I'm gonna do without her....::sob::