down where i belong.
2003-01-29 05:17:21 ET

I've been back at college for 3 days now, and I must say that my life is about 110% better. Except for getting up at 8:30 and trudging off to a 9:00 class every other day, it's going pretty well. I have my Jonathan back. ^_^ All is well with the world.

I have to go to the gym though. I'm not making as much of an effort to lose weight as I planned I would. It's because when you're constantly around someone who loves you no matter what, it's hard to feel self-conscious about your body. Most of the time. I think I need a complete rehaul of my mentality. I'm staring at a Talent Management poster on my wall, put there as a joke. I hate looking at all those stupid-looking people they display on it. I should take it down. But it's too funny a juxtaposition with my room to remove it. Sigh. Woe is me.

I need to buy transfer sheets, detergent, cereal bars, and a film processing canister. I don't have any money. I had the opportunity today in Sociology to sign up to simply loan out the required class book from the library instead of buying it, but they only had 4 books and I was slow in getting in line. Sucks to be me. At least Jonathan gets money from his parents from time to time. My mother doesn't have any money to give, and my father could care less about supporting my needs. I'll have to figure out a way to make it through the semester without going bankrupt.

Well, tis all from me for now... time to take a shower and go to the bathroom! Oh, sweet, sweet release...


2003-01-29 10:33:36 ET

but you really are fine the way you are right now...i need to lose weight, if you do...we just need to remember to plan on going to the gym and stick to it, and not let anything else interfere. if you know what i mean.

2003-01-29 14:28:36 ET

hehehe.. hard to resist, though... ^^

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