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I don't eat meat, but I do eat children. I make music, it is my life. I enjoy photography, reading, writing, Yoga, creating, singing, meditation, poetry, dancing, martial arts, horses, etc. I'm obsessed with pirates, faeries, and Alice in Wonderland. I live in the city of angels. I'm a hippie trapped in Wednesday Addams' body.
I love all kinds of music and have 70+ gb's. Some favorites include: Rob Zombie, The Birthday Massacre, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Bauhaus, Godsmack, My Ruin, Stevie Nicks, Sarah Brightman, And One, etc. etc....
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| die, die my darling 2008-06-25 16:39:31 ET |
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I feel like I haven't written in here in forever. Oh well. I've been doing lots of photo-shoots. One was with a chick I've never shot with before. I was a bit wary to see her set up didn't look very "professional", but looks are deceiving! I've gotten some of my best shots ever with her. So I'm doing another shoot with her this Friday.
Last Friday Jason, T, Nycole, Carey, and I all went to Das Bunker and had a jolly good time. Nycole and I acted like we were on crack, snortingly good laughter, etc. Jason does a creepily good impression of Gollum and Arnold Schwarzenegger. At the same time. >_>
Drunk T made a rather memorable appearance, a rare occasion indeed! Haha. And of course the obligatory Denny's visit around 3 am.
Anyhoo, we might reprise our Bunker fun with Nycole this weekend. I think I shall invite Monika. She wasn't feelin' well last time, so maybe she'd like to come this weekend.
It's FINALLY cooled down a bit here in the SFV, down to the high 80s to 90s. There's even a slight breeze, it feels great.
I have a shoot tonight with this dude who does stuff for All Access Magazine(a local music mag). I've actually been in it before, and this time the shoot is gonna feature me in the "calendar girl of the month" part. So that should be chill. I just wish my tummy wasn't hurting. :(
I'm at the lowest weight I've been in a while, but I still feel bloated lately. Am also feeling ill after I eat a lot. Oh well.
Here's some recent photo shoot pics:
(Shot by Tiffany Roberts)
http://img148.imageshack.us/my.php?image=favorite4ds6.jpg
http://img176.imageshack.us/my.php?image=editbg3.jpg
(Khoa Bui)
http://img45.imageshack.us/my.php?image=l6fbd1282ab01a1dfb56f43xu2.jpg
That's all you get for now, my dears. Mwah.
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| sis boom ba 2008-06-07 21:04:43 ET |
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Sooo I went to Anaheim on Tuesday to see Type O Negative. They frickin ROCKED!! Peter is obviously not as hot as he was back in the day, but damn he can sing and I would still do him IF I WAS SINGLE, T-DAWG!
I've been in Vegas since Wednesday. Mum and I have gone couch-shopping(found a cute purple futon/couch for only $200). Hung out with Nicki yesterday, she dragged me to see Don't Mess With the Zohan, which was utterly disturbing.
Today Mum and I went to one of the many lingerie/exotic dancer stores. I got an amazing new corset, it's a full one with pinstripes and two vinyl buckles on each side. Also got a cute pink garter belt and ruffly pink panties. ;D
I took some pictures at Caesar's palace the other day, some came out pretty good. I love my camera soooo much.
Anyhoo, T and his family are planting their vegetable garden this weekend so hopefully he's distracted and not missing me too much. ;p Ok, just kidding, he better miss me agonizingly! I'm prolly gonna leave on Monday morning. Tomorrow the traffic would be brutal, so...yeah.
I haven't been to the gym in weeks, but I've lost weight so I guess I'm doing something right. Right now we're grilling giant portobello mushrooms. YUM.
That's all, folks.
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| nothing left. 2008-05-29 01:57:03 ET |
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I want to run away. I want to start anew. I want to go where nobody knows me, where I can become whatever I want to be. Where they won't know my past, my faults, my loves, my betrayals. I want to go to that place, wherever it may be.
Once again, I feel like all I do is give to certain people and get nothing in return. I always thought some things didn't matter when it came to relationships with people, but I guess sometimes they do. It counts when you feel like you're the rock and others are the glass.
I'm tired of being uncertain, I'm tired of being desperate. I always hid my sad side, always hid that little girl who cried, and it fooled them all well. Now I'm just everyone's source of entertainment. My light has been put out, simply by the mundane bullshit of everybody else who doesn't want to see the truth.
I want to give up on it. I want to push you away. I want to fall apart. I want to be perfect. I want to laugh in your face. I want you to be sad! Why must I always find these bizarre reasons? Why don't you tell me? Are you that emotionless? Are you that hard, or do you just push that side of yourself away? I guess some of us are just born to be strong, and others born to be sad.
The brightest stars die the quickest.
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| BLAH 2008-05-28 17:09:18 ET |
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I'm effing bored. Someone come talk to me on aim: faeryboots.
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