2007-05-30 21:18:45 ET|
I'm quickly becoming more and more disilousiond(sp?) with the internet,and life in general...
lately nothing has made me happy
nothing seems really worth it
i'm by no means in a "oh-god-i'm-gonna-kill-myself" mood
i'd just really really like for one of the things i try for to turn out ok
for one person to be compleatly honest with me
for one of these dumb boys to not be so dumb...
seems we girls arn't the only ones who play games....
and,oh the petty high school myspace drama...
what i'd really love is for one of thouse fuckers to say it to my face...and not literaly run away from me when they see me coming...
just...not in a very good place right now...mentally speaking...
and everything i try to do to make it better only seems to be making it worse
i donno what to do