2007-05-31 19:30:57 ET

so,i'm still in that horrible mood...

right now being made worse by the fact that i'm currently talking online with a girl i used to be pretty good friends with

who just had a baby

with another of my good friends
whos going into the army soon
and whom i am sortof crushin on

how the fuck do these things transpire??

the whole situation is retarded,to say the least
i wouldn't touch the guy,cause hes got a kid

we're fucking trading tips on raising children
this isn't right

this is freaking me out

she just graduated,she should be going on vacation and planning for college

not raising some kid and worrying our friend is going to come home in a fucking casket

you know,when your little,and your imagining how your life's gonna be you never quite see this stuff happening

you knowit happens,of course

but you never think its gonna happen to one of your own
then again,
you never think you'd end up the way you have either

oh,god i need a vacation

2007-05-31 19:42:12 ET

better hope the democrats win

2007-05-31 19:48:51 ET

the best i can hope for is that some mysterious bomb drops on the conviend congress and whipes them all out.our ever-so-intelligent president included

then perhaps we'd have a chance at a fresh,albet bloody start

2007-05-31 20:28:20 ET

I felt strange too when a couple of cousins had a baby at their 18 years old... but then again,like you said... you might not see it coming, but you know this stuff happens.

2007-05-31 20:39:58 ET

Im at the age now where Im seeing my grandfather go downhill, and although it has nothing to do with pregnancy at a young age, it really makes me remember when I was little and how I thought my grandfather was going to live forever. It sucks a lot. But I know what you are going through.

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