2007-07-13 11:05:23 ET|
going to rocky horror tonight
with my boy
prolly the last time ill see him for a very long while
that while leaving for the army thing kinda getting in the way of our hang out time
i feel bad about this,i really really do...
but,i cant wait till he goes
i find relationships smothering
and he could really use some military dicipline
i dont agree with the war,or his enlistment
but its done and over with,nothing i can do except sit back and hope to hell he doesnt die
i donno what to do about that whole situation...
its mainly a proxy thing for me
i worry about all that so i dont have to worry about everything else thats going on
im gonna miss him though