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2007-08-23 13:39:16 ET oh yea,oh yea... listining to the falcon it recently dawned on me that almost all of my favorite bands are from chicago... now,im certainly not of the religous strip,but i take hints when i see them... lol i just really wana get outta this town,before it eats me alive i think my mother has finnaly lost it,though... she called me this morning accusing me of all sorts of fucked up things,mainly me being the reason her best frind no longer talks to her,or why no one will talk to her anylonger.(you see,i grew up with my mums best friends son,he even lived with us for a time...untill i woke up with him on top of me and all kinds of other shit...i wrote about it a while ago)she kept screaming at me asking why i wont talk to him anymore,and i explained it was because of all the shit hed done...she claimed i never told her about that,i quoted to her the conversation and she still claimes it never happend...shes been forgetting other conversations weve had too... and the other day she broke into my fucking house,and called me screaming at me and essintally dissowned me because i wasnt at home... over the past month,month in a half ive lent her over $500 when she "disowned me" she refused to give me a ride to work anylonger,so i asked if she would pay me my fucking money back so i could buy a car... yea,that went over well.i ended up just hanging up on her so,ive been riding the bus to all my jobs(i have 3 of them) and walking any where else which doesnt really bother me that much,except for the average temp being 105 right now... school just started for my little brother and sister,yet my mom hasnt even registerd them yet... they should have been in school 3 weeks ago,and she says its because they havent decided where they want to go yet... their fucking 15 and 17 years old,how do they get to b\make adult decisions?all throughout my childhood i was never made to go to school,my mother would wake us up and ask "do you really want to go to school?" because she didnt feel like taking us or just wanted to do something else.she then wants to scream at me at how dissapointed she is with all her children because we dont do well in school. she would sit there and bitch to my friends about how i was never going to go to college because i was just too damn lazy,while im busting my ass to get into college,with her fighting me every way... she wont give me tax information so i can fill out my FASFA,she "lost" all my AP scores,she forgets she has to give me rides to the school... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck yea... done ranting... sorry |
