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2007-12-03 17:45:37 ET "In the face of change Is when she turned to me and said, "I'm not sure anymore..." And now, amidst the waves and the cloudless skies that'd blanket the year before, I watch my life wash ashore. Have you ever been a part of something That you thought would never end, And then of course it did? Have you ever felt the weight inside you, Pulling away inside your skin, And then something had to give? Now the lines are drawn, Is this feeling gone? The best parts of this have come and gone. And now there is all this is. With the reasons clear, We'll spend another year Without direction, full of fear, But now things will be different. There's nothing simple when it comes to you and I, There's always something in this everchanging life, And there probably always will. Now that time is getting harder to come by, The same arguments are always on our mind. We've killed this slowly fading light. Now the lines are drawn, Is this feeling gone? The best parts of this have come and gone. And now there is all this is. With the reasons clear, We'll spend another year Without direction, full of fear, But now things will be different. Now something has kept me here too long And you can't leave me If I'm already gone. That says that something Has kept me here too long And you can't leave me If I'm already gone. Now that we Make the same mistakes, we're always hanging on. Break those promises we're always leaning on. All this time spent waking up. I keep this line open to get this call from you Speak the words That keep me coming back to you. Now this time it's all different. Now something has kept me here too long And now I'm gone..." Everchanging-Rise Against trying my best tohold on,and not just take off. but i want too so badly. so.much.shit. my mom's power was cut off today,because my g-ma lost he job and my mum hasn't botherd to go get one. guess she thinks the bills will just pay themselfs. or mabey she thinks my brother(who is also sans job) and i will pay them for her. so,they have no power,which means no heat... its like 30 degrees here. so,what do i do? what i always have to do. there all living with me now. yep all five of them. in my 2 room duplex. with my two roommates. one of which ive been fighting with anyway. now,i've lived much much worse than this. (read:my whole family,plus an asian in a one room apt.fun fun.) this doesn't even phase me. i just feel real real bad for my room mates,who have never had to deal with anything like this. i'd also just kinda,mabey a little,like to shoot myself. |
