Frustrating.
2003-11-06 20:00:54 ET

Still feeling bad, in whatever viewpoint you want to see it. In School I’m a total disaster, I chose this career because I was madly in love of mathematics, I was never considered a geek, people knew I could fail on all the other subject except in math, but now I have this annoying teacher that don’t see the math like I see it. And having a huge problem on concentrating when reading anything, whatever, I’m not doing well at all.
On the music thing, I’m still frustrated; I’ve been practiced a lot to be a rather good player, but the director still wants me only for giving drums lessons...? fuck, I’ll try to hold it at least this week, but if I can’t stand it anymore the next week, I’ll have to tell them anything so I won’t give drums lessons, ...drums, I don’t know how to play them, don’t feel interested right now, I don’t know a thing on them, he probably asked me to help him because he himself was also tired of that. I don’t like lying but if this keeps like that I’m just going to tell him that I have other stuff or ‘homework’ to do. I don’t know, I feel frustrated.


2003-11-06 20:22:19 ET

*hug*

2003-11-12 04:49:50 ET

*hugs back*

2003-11-12 05:30:57 ET

:D

2003-11-12 17:03:09 ET

Hmm, perhaps you should try meditating. Take some time off for yourself and just relax.

2003-11-12 18:16:37 ET

Sounds nice, I guess I always try to do it every night before falling asleep.

2003-11-18 15:13:52 ET

Yes, you should never go to sleep troubled. 'tis not good for you.

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