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2004-03-12 22:37:11 ET
I’ve been slacking a lot in school, if either I don’t understand much of some classes I think it’s time to read something of any of the books; but damn me, I’m always so distracted by anything else, mainly music.
Everyday I feel more outside of anything, wherever I try to look into I found something that disgusts me, like a bitter old man about to die, always hating some people and other things, but I don’t often show it. Fuck, I hate this new emo-punkish stuff, I see kids like that everywhere I look, now that’s the new mainstream, and I hate it. Hear me, I sound like a bitter old man, shit.
How sick can someone be without being extroverted? I wish I knew more introverted people, I’m sick of always dealing with fucking joyful people, they always tell me to “be happy” just like that, without any reason. Well, for all of you that (trying to cheer up someone) have ever tell to anyone “to be happy”, think before talking..., happiness is not a mood, it’s a reward. |
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